Saturday, February 24, 2024

The wounded heart

 The drops of despair dampened her face. She heaved a sigh hopelessly. The thoughts of her lost love and the days with him regurgitated in her mind. She fondled him in her heart with her long fingers, and gently placed a kiss on his soft lips. Those moments of happiness, she would never get it back, never, ever.. the words that came out from the last conversation kept on ringing in her ears.. the conflicts which led to the state of present situation made her weak, weaker than she could possibly hold on..


The tiny arms clutched softly around her neck, the only reason for her sanity..

Friday, February 10, 2023

The notes of a lost soul

 You will not believe in love until you meet the ONE..and yes, she was lucky enough for that...Never knew what love was until she found him..though their paths were not destined to be together, he showed her the most beautiful feeling one can ever feel, being loved truly... the feeling which is enough to be cherished for the rest of her life...and she too loved him so much that she made him far away from her, far far far away to the rightful place, burying the profound feelings emanated consequently...loved him so much that she was ready to let go of the only solace she had in this ruthless world, the only love she ever had..

And when she finally made her heart understand that the only thing she really wished to be hers had slipped from her hand forever, that was the moment she felt like caught in the whirlpool of tides..nobody understood her, not even her shadow..yet the river flowed..


The notes of a lost soul..


*the characters are purely fictional. Any resemblance to any real or imaginary person is a pure coincidence. Afterall life is full of coincidences 🙂 

Wednesday, March 17, 2021

Adieu

 Adieu!!

Lost in thoughts she flew across
To the depths of life, which made her so
Swaying and swivelling, rather holding still
Forward she marched, hoping for light.

Tumbled across a shining stone,
Took it up and held it close
Peeked into her shivering hands
Gazed it, 'was dazzling in pride.

Again she moved holding it tight
Little in mind of the owners's plight
Never had she seen a thing so bright
Never will, she again though!

The days've made her weary, not weak
Holding her head up did she walk
The treasure she held made her heart
Skip a beat, but with joy!

Beautiful was it, bright and light
Held it close, as if it was her right
The thought of losing instilled a fear
Why it was, little did she know!

Alas! The time has come at last
To leave it where it really belongs,
Battling her inner mind with might
Took it out and caressed yet again.

The master is waiting with yearning eyes
The little precious, wasn't a stone alone,
She cherished the thing with no less time,
Whispered it close,"I bid you adieu"!



Wednesday, May 23, 2012

One more weekend..!

This post has been confined in a Word sheet for more than one month; thanks to my love for procrastinating posts......



Life is infinitely stranger than anything which the mind of man could ever invent- Mr.Sherlock Holmes, the bestest detective the world of fiction has ever seen. Thanks to the pretty long weekend, that made me a Holmes lover in a quick go. Weekends are always next to hell when spent in a TV-less room(like ours), save in the presence of a laptop or a good book in hand…and that book did serve its purpose this weekend as well, which made me begin this note with a quote from it itself.

 
Whenever I’m all alone, it’s natural that my mind flutters from one thought to another. The last weekend when I went to my grandma’s place, it was quite an experience. I managed to get into one sleeper compartment of the giant iron wagon where some old passengers had already taken up their seats. The tea and snack vendors started taking their toll as soon as the train started moving. The fellow old people started their conversation. Their topics were ranging from medicine, to rail coach factories, to internal problems hindering the nation’s development, to bribery…to a lot of brewing issues that take up a lot of space in newspapers. It was quite surprising how they know so many things, and that too with an in depth knowledge about the topics they were discussing. The noteworthy part is that even though they were from different places like Kerala and Tamil Nadu, they knew the pros and cons of being in those states, their government policies and stuffs like that. Being a person who rarely touches newspapers and hardly watch discussions in TV’s, the experience in that train journey was quite a wonderful and enlightening one.

As a resident of a suburban area, the common view from our corridor is the large area of barren land with patches of shrubs, where peacocks and mynas fly around, bordered by the shooting skyscrapers, including my office as well. The still afternoon air and the hot climate which ruins the afternoon nap of weekends is the soul responsible factor making me jot down these lines facing the vast land around. Oh my!! When power will come!!




Sunday, October 23, 2011

Evening cafe

With a mouthful of idli, I was running two floors upstairs, cursing the identity card inventors (who so ever that could be!) to take the damn collar belt for entering the building. Guess I should put a reminder for taking that as well every morning before going down for breakfast. As usual I was getting late to take the 9’O clock shuttle cab that takes me from MVC to SEZ (SEZ is where my 'dear' office is and MVC the sister building,which's nearer to my hostel from where i take shuttle cabs to SEZ).Since getting bus from my place to there is as promising as getting 6 sixes in an over, I gave up the idea of catching one even on that eleventh hour as well. Getting out from there, I took a 1 km hasty walk in that hot sunny morning. Finally after all those hustle and bustle, somehow I managed to get my morning cab…..Phew! The satisfaction of achieving the elusive pantheon of cab seat reined over the head whenever I was the last one to get into the hourly arriving cabs there. Thus my day used to begin with not much surprises till a week back, when I was in regular shift. And here I’m typing in front of the screen among people who’re storming their brains and banging their head on the keyboard for the colorful letters to come out extraordinary.

Let me warn you beforehand itself. This post is having no subject or a predicate stuff. This is just to remind myself, and my friends who’d asked me to blog something, that I’m here. To be frank, no topic had excited me enough to write something in this special place of mine. ;) Anyway, I would like to jot something here now. Let it be about the normal evenings of mine in this leafy area of Coimbatore town.

The blurred, faintly colored arch on the last week’s evening sky had been replaced with the dark rain clouds today, marking the onset of rainy season here. It’s hard to believe how the sky starts darkening as soon as the needle strikes six. The infinite blanket above was tinted with orange light. Boarding from the cab I used to walk to my hostel. But since I’m in afternoon shift now, walking has become a near history. The sun might’ve already gone behind the mountain ranges which line the far earth, which would’ve welcomed me if I had to walk back my hostel. The rumpled clouds were titter-tattered across the shining sky. It seemed as if the nature is at its best this evening. The road leading to my hostel is laced on both sides with weeds and shrubs, and a narrow so-called walkway on either side, through which all the inmates of that place balance along to reach the other side. The straight road is flanked with many small hotels, grocery shops and browsing centers. Guess I do miss those quite evening walks. This reminds me another fact that it's been a week i'd talked with my roommates!! :| The hot coffee mug of mine and I myself staring behind the glass windows facing the wastelands on the back of our grotesque office building is going to be a normal evening break from office works from now on I guess, for some days at least.